I certainly don't know what is going to happen next...
most of the .. ermm... how to call them? sempais?.. yeah I think that is how I'll call them... well, most of our resident sempais already know about what my group did to me, and they are telling me that its the best thing that could have happen because they know how hard is to be the representative of a group.
what its worse... this morning I talked with my friend who got elected as new group representative... I asked him when were they going to ask to make it official, and he told me that he didn't know and that he really didn't wanted to take the position.
so, it looks like I'm still resident chief of year 1 residents... even if they call my friend "that" and he only wants to be something like my VP.

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today my comrades asked for a reelection of group representative, they told me about it this monday... that they have been talking and that they think I look too stressed... or at last that is the motive they gave me as to why they don't want me to be their resident chief.

the thing is not so easy, I signed some papers when I was firts elected, so this reelection thing is unofficial, still, I'm ... well, smashed.

I don't believe them, I can't.... it would be too extraordinary that I'm the firts person to ever be revoked from her/his position because the people they represent are worried about how stressed he/she is feeling. I simply can't belive it.